Today I wanted to repost a prayer I wrote last year. The original post can be found here.

Father God,

We acknowledge that You are the Giver of all good things. We live and breathe because of You. From Your hands, You supply all that we need and so much more. But we confess that sometimes we are:

ungrateful…

unthankful…

selfish…

sinful…

hurting people …

I confess that at times I don’t see all the gifts You have given, are giving and continue to give in my life. I confess that my ungratefulness at times has left me angry, bitter and wanting. My unthankfulness has made me blind to all that I have. 

I know my heart needs radical change.

Some of us are unthankful because we’ve experienced a great amount of pain and suffering this year.

We’ve lost loved ones and unborn children. Our marriages and relationships are broken. We’re dealing with sickness, injustice and depression. We’re struggling financially and need a miracle. Circumstances don’t seem to be in our favor. Ever. 

Some of us wonder why in the world You work the way that You do.

I confess that at times I have caused my own pain and have projected that hurt onto other people.

God, help us to lean into Your grace when we’re weak and feel like giving up. Because Lord we are so frail apart from You. Help us to give You thanks because when we choose not to, we know that our wounds and pain only grow deeper.

Will You teach us and show us that You are good regardless of the pain and hurt we may feel in this life? You are worthy to be praised in the valley and on the mountaintop. Remind us that You still:

turn ashes into beauty.

instill life into dead bones.

give the oil of joy for mourning.

soften the hardest of hearts.

change sinners into saints.

transform brokenness into wholeness.

wash our sins and make them white as snow.

redeem and restore the years the enemy has stolen.

And let us remember that You have already endured the ultimate shame and suffering on the cross for Your glory and our good. Help us to persevere to the end until we see You face to face.

In the meantime, may today, this week and the rest of the year give us a renewed sense of genuine Thanksgiving in each of our hearts regardless of our circumstances. We love You.

In Jesus’ name,

Amen